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1st single release in 2 years. This track is about mental health and all the places you could go if you never let your mind hold you back.
lyrics
Got an honors degree
Published in a magazine
Hosted a radio show
Made it into rolling stone
Before I turned 23
But all I have to show
is an anxious roll
-ercoaster
In my mind
& lately I
Oh I
Just wanna I should quit my job
Hit the road with my guitar
Not plan another step but I’m all up in my head like
It’s just me & my bullshit my bullshit & I
They know me as a bad bitch
But I’m a sad bitch
But I’m stuck - stuck up in my mind
On my bullshit
Cause i overthink
word vomit scenarios into your sink
Until im paralyzed
Just bullshit and I
Had a bunch a boyfriends
But the green flags ended
Cause I needed more
Trauma for my head
And i cant help but thinking
DO I even really like men ?
Cause it’s always the ladies the pretty babies that hold my attention
Did I waste my life with the wrong sex
Like i wasted it at a job that i didnt wanna work at? (What)
That’s why
just want quit quit my job
Hit the road with my guitar
Not plan another step but I’m all up in my head like
It’s just me & my bullshit my bullshit & I
They know me as a bad bitch
But I’m a sad bitch
But I’m stuck - stuck up in my mind
On my bullshit
Cause i overthink
word vomit scenarios into your sink
Until im paralyzed
Just bullshit and I
Weve all got anxiety
But I stopped napping before I was 3
Cause monsters in my head said im not allowed sleep
Sat in the psych ward with no guitar strings
Cause they thought id make hardcore neck jewelry (know what i mean?)
Oh the places I’d go
Oh the things I’d see
Oh the person I’d be
If my bullshit - wasn't ride or die with me
It’s just me & my bullshit my bullshit & I
They know me as a bad bitch
But I’m a sad bitch
But I’m stuck - stuck up in my mind
On my bullshit
Cause i overthink
word vomit scenarios into your sink
Until im paralyzed
Just bullshit and I
credits
released September 29, 2023
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